April 7, 2009

Hey whats up readers,
well i just helped sweet temptation make a blog so WOOOO HOOO! lol so wuts up? today i went out to the library then i headed to sweet temptations house. after we went to quicklys. then, we went and stayed at her house.!
after my sister picked me up i went to my grandparents house with my mom and sister it was really fun~! when i went home my mom started to talk in vientamese and it was so FU**en Loud i hated it obviously because some guys across the street were staring at them so i hid in the car. and whats worse is that one of them is a guy i liked!~ how embarrassing can that get =___=
tonight i will go to hometown buffet. OH~! i also told my friend Yvonne that they were there. she told me not to care becuase why should i i dont even know them of even talk to them. i thought that was really good advice! i really miss the days i played maplestory....... because that was the one connection i had with this guy i dated and really liked. i also miss it because my canadian friend used to play it and he used to help me =____= actually he just teased me so hated it in a n enjoyable way because the way he reacted really really comforted me! it was so refreching to meet someone like that after liveeing in a SNOBBY city all my life.
even if i regret it i will never go back to playing because if i do my uncle wont fix my computer anymore because my computer breaks all the time just because of maplestory so now i had to quit all games! its just plain sadd. well at least i say my ex-crush on spring break even though i also have no connection with him after what tran did.
this is what she did!: she told him that i liked him in the beginning of the yschool year! i found out at the end of the year! no wonder he avoided me last year he never even tried to make a conversation with me, all because of tran she back stabbed me over and over again just because she hated me! but because of it i lost another friend. it also showed me what kind of person my ex-cruch was he was just another guy afraid of me because im so ugly! but he still tried to be nice by avoiding me but it still hurt really bad. but none of my friends cared that i was heart broken........ so i never got to tell tham how i felt about it . but in the middle of the next school year i finally ment and said

"you know i used to like you"

"okay...?"

thats alll hes said then the next day he told yvonne i told him =___= then yvonne was all like yea she told me. it got me pissed how she acted afterward. because she told him that i avoided him because it was really embarrassing and everything. She told him that it got me so embarrassed and it made me think that she was just like tran but she wasnt she did it because thats the way she is plus she is best friends with him. at least thats what she told me then un-told me...........
but i got over it because im ugly so i dont deserve love of any type of happiness except happiness of haveing such semi great close friends

wellsee you tomarrow because i got off topic today


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