April 28,2009 - April 30,209

HEYYYY! ^^


Well on April 27 its a monday! but nothing speacial happened just that sweet temptation is not here TT^TT. i was all alone too! no one every talked to me SO SADD! TTWTT. On April 28 SAME THING! a very lonley day!.



On April 29 guess what SWEET TEMPTATION IS BACK!!!not as close as usual today but i think ittll get better later on ^^.



On April 30 i had fun J & you - know - who kept teaseing me >///<; and i went to the library. Finally i finished like 3 BOOKS TODAY!!!!!! lol i really like them its just so good! and i had a nightmare~! well techically its a romance dream and that does not make me desperate!


[DREAM]


{ON AIM}


C: hey i really like you. you wanna get with me?


M: .......


C:?


M: no


C: why, you don like me?


M: no its just a no.


C: Why? O_o


M: cause i dont know you. your like a stranger.


C: but i htought we are friends.


M: yea AIM friends. maybe but you ignore me alot so NO!


[OFF]


yea telle me about its it makes it seem like i was so desperate to here ilike you from before bot ont anymore! i am not desperate the dream just kinda happened i cant help it so yea. but i still find it flattering and astonisheing that he said that even thought is a dream! my sister said i was even smiling! and BLUSHIN! it got me so embarrressed! case i could feel my self blush and i woke up right after. and i just like totally forgot what happened after. PLUS! why would he like me he could settle for johanna she used to like him =_____i mean what guy would settle for a girl thats looks ugly is ugly and for ever will be ugly? for sure not him hes into more of a diva type i guess. even the contents of the dream was so fake! man he never talks like taht after the ~TRAN~ incident. IM ON A DIET TOO i was 150 not im like 142 pounds. so yea im not bulimic too ! ><>

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P.S this video imma upload is something i found online i dont have the song but its good ^^.